Somewhere Over the Rainbow

While dealing with the book issues, I've also been dealing with other bull shit. Our roommate just moved out on Tuesday and I'm happy for him. Needless to say though, I finally got a good night sleep. After what seemed like forever of fighting the last few months were actually just fine because well, I think it's because he got laid and got a girlfriend.

Unfortunately the fact that he moved out has raised all of our bills. Not a huge amount but enough to make me worry a bit with only working part time and all. The new job doesn't start until the end of this month so I'm not sure around how much money I'll actually be making.

All I know is I woke up this morning refreshed for the first time in a while.

After spending all day cleaning up the mess that was our house after the roommate and his girlfriend left I was sure I was going to roll out of bed this morning exhausted. Instead it was like something had lifted itself and I feel fine, if not great. I don't feel as strange as I have been and it's nice. I know that everything will be okay in the end, but what I hate is the painful process of actually getting there.

But I know that I will get there.