Doing it and Doing it Well

I'm in desperate need of getting out of this funk. The weather is beautiful outside and everything is going to be okay. Even if it is hard right now the only thing that's going to make it better is me, not sitting around moping about it.

In order not to jinx myself I didn't write about the interview I had on Tuesday. Now I'm probably going to jinx myself but fuck it. It was an upscale salon about twenty minutes from my house that is owned by a family. The lady worked at Alexader de Paris, one of the most famous salons in my area, for 25 years. I would do anything for this job. The interview went great and they asked me to bring in a model to do a highlight on, so I'm bringing my sister at 3.

Nervous isn't even a word to describe what I'm feeling about the situation. More like petrified. I know I can do it and well too, I just can't stand the thought of people watching me critiquing my every move. I'm doing it either way, and I will do it well.